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sergeant_slick) wrote2021-08-04 06:28 pm
sergeant_slick) wrote2021-08-04 06:28 pm
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Oh. Good. [Would he be lucky enough to be in the same house? Please?
Probably not.] Not really. [Which was for the best--about ninety percent of the noises he'd heard over the past few nights had been horrible. But if he turns his head--] I've got a view out to the sky. I think--the window's facing north-west? I can see one of the towers. Looks to be about a kilometer away.
How the fuck did I get that far?
Probably not.] Not really. [Which was for the best--about ninety percent of the noises he'd heard over the past few nights had been horrible. But if he turns his head--] I've got a view out to the sky. I think--the window's facing north-west? I can see one of the towers. Looks to be about a kilometer away.
How the fuck did I get that far?
I don't know. I don't remember.
[ There's a little whine to her voice, the product of exhaustion and helplessness. If she were more able to appraise the situation, she would loathe hearing it in herself, but Lily was tired, and she hurt all over. ]
Do you remember anything? I remember that thing they stuck me in, and just, pain. Lots of it.
[ There's a little whine to her voice, the product of exhaustion and helplessness. If she were more able to appraise the situation, she would loathe hearing it in herself, but Lily was tired, and she hurt all over. ]
Do you remember anything? I remember that thing they stuck me in, and just, pain. Lots of it.
I have a question.
Do you also find you miss conversational nuance or social cues seemingly better understood by those who aged at a less accelerated pace?
[ Did being aged up fuck him up, or is he just fucked up? Please advise. ]
Do you also find you miss conversational nuance or social cues seemingly better understood by those who aged at a less accelerated pace?
[ Did being aged up fuck him up, or is he just fucked up? Please advise. ]
Not better. Different, sure. Natborns and civvies don't see things the same way as us.
What've they done this time? [Give him the gory details, mate.]
What've they done this time? [Give him the gory details, mate.]
[ Titans, where to start. ]
I seem to have developed a talent for evoking emotionally charged responses.
[ Making people cry, or you know. Making people hit him. ]
The conversational topic this time centred around taking risks and advising people of those plans.
I seem to have developed a talent for evoking emotionally charged responses.
[ Making people cry, or you know. Making people hit him. ]
The conversational topic this time centred around taking risks and advising people of those plans.
Ah. Yeah. I got that kind of response back before we left Taravast. [Not everybody was fond of that.]
Risk assessments aren't a normal thing for most of them. Especially when there's no convenient solution. What kind of stuff are we talking about here, or does it not matter?
Risk assessments aren't a normal thing for most of them. Especially when there's no convenient solution. What kind of stuff are we talking about here, or does it not matter?
The triggering event was the use of the door within the tower. I had assessed that it appeared to do no permanent damage to most who went within and might provide useful information so used it. It rendered me incoherent for an hour but did me no physical harm. I believe seeing the impact on me was frightening.
[ To put it mildly. ]
I was asked to advise this person of future plans so they could help, but I did not agree as I did not believe I could keep my word on something so broad. They would naturally dissuade me from anything risky, despite the risk being less to me than it is to them.
[ To put it mildly. ]
I was asked to advise this person of future plans so they could help, but I did not agree as I did not believe I could keep my word on something so broad. They would naturally dissuade me from anything risky, despite the risk being less to me than it is to them.
Oh, that thing. Yeah, I get it. I haven't messed about with it, just since I haven't figured out what to do with it. [Best course of action when you can't think of a tactically advantageous use for something is to just not fuck with it. But what Wrathion did? That doesn't sound that bad.]
That just sounds like it magically knocked you on the head. As long as you haven't had any other episodes since then, it's probably fine. Just watch for headaches, slurring, short-term memory loss or uncoordinated movement. [Head trauma was common enough in the army that every soldier knew what it looked like.]
You thinking of doing it again, then?
That just sounds like it magically knocked you on the head. As long as you haven't had any other episodes since then, it's probably fine. Just watch for headaches, slurring, short-term memory loss or uncoordinated movement. [Head trauma was common enough in the army that every soldier knew what it looked like.]
You thinking of doing it again, then?
It was an emotionally generated incoherence brought about by an artificially induced sensation of fear. I asked to understand what happened within the tower and the door chose to interpret my words on an emotional level. It left no long term symptoms, but some mildly interesting thoughts based on its behaviour.
[ Just to clear up that point. He didn't have concussion, he spent an hour having a panic attack. ]
I hadn't any interest in using it again, the future plan was hypothetical -- anything else I chose to do that might carry a risk.
[ Just to clear up that point. He didn't have concussion, he spent an hour having a panic attack. ]
I hadn't any interest in using it again, the future plan was hypothetical -- anything else I chose to do that might carry a risk.
Well that's... not great, but better than I figured. [No traumatic brain injury, just trauma.]
Every action's got risk. Especially when we keep wandering into warzones and whatever the hells this place is. [It really needed a sign somewhere. 'Caution: Mermaids, Mirrors, and Making locals mad at you'.]
I don't think you're wrong to make plans. Even if they get scrapped, testing out the idea's worth it. It's just being prepared.
Every action's got risk. Especially when we keep wandering into warzones and whatever the hells this place is. [It really needed a sign somewhere. 'Caution: Mermaids, Mirrors, and Making locals mad at you'.]
I don't think you're wrong to make plans. Even if they get scrapped, testing out the idea's worth it. It's just being prepared.
I agree. Risk is inherent in everything we do. The sticking point appeared to be my unwillingness to give my word I would advise him beforehand for any future action. He left quite upset.
[ We've forgotten the neutrality and gone straight for 'he' now. ]
I even accepted that perhaps I had not considered possible damage to me would impact my ability to assist and protect, but that appeared to cause more upset.
[ We've forgotten the neutrality and gone straight for 'he' now. ]
I even accepted that perhaps I had not considered possible damage to me would impact my ability to assist and protect, but that appeared to cause more upset.
This isn't the army. We've got no command structure here, or people to report to. You're free to do what you want. [Sometimes he wished this was an army. A proper one, that didn't do slavery.
Still.] Only thing I agree with him on so far is that it's good practice to give somebody a signal when you're going to do something risky. Particularly somebody who's going to be staying in contact with the rest of the group. It doesn't have to be your guy, though. [He's got a suspicion who they're talking about now.]
Still.] Only thing I agree with him on so far is that it's good practice to give somebody a signal when you're going to do something risky. Particularly somebody who's going to be staying in contact with the rest of the group. It doesn't have to be your guy, though. [He's got a suspicion who they're talking about now.]
[ No no, Slick, this is a complete mystery.
Why would you possibly know who it is about!
... Apart from the fact that he did admit there is one person who is here from his world and that if he needed to he would absolutely drop everything in Taravast to go to their side and get them out before anyone else okay yes. That might be a valid reason to have suspicions. ]
I agree. Which is why it confused me that admitting I should have considered the wider impact appeared to upset him more. It appears there is a personal aspect to the mentality.
Why would you possibly know who it is about!
... Apart from the fact that he did admit there is one person who is here from his world and that if he needed to he would absolutely drop everything in Taravast to go to their side and get them out before anyone else okay yes. That might be a valid reason to have suspicions. ]
I agree. Which is why it confused me that admitting I should have considered the wider impact appeared to upset him more. It appears there is a personal aspect to the mentality.
Danger can make people act strange, even if it doesn't affect them directly. Sounds like he had some leftover energy to burn about it. [They'd gotten a whole unit in their training on battlefield psychology, so he's not entirely talking out of his ass about that. Someone else's ass, maybe--he's not sure he trusts any of those lessons anymore.]
Perhaps that was it.
[ That wasn't at all it, but Wrathion knows little about psychology. ]
He has always had heightened emotions.
[ He feels a lot of feelings very intensely, and expresses them openly -- unlike Wrathion who thinks showing vulnerability is outright dangerous. ]
[ That wasn't at all it, but Wrathion knows little about psychology. ]
He has always had heightened emotions.
[ He feels a lot of feelings very intensely, and expresses them openly -- unlike Wrathion who thinks showing vulnerability is outright dangerous. ]
If I got a look at this guy, I could give you a better read. I'm stuck on mermaid duty, though.
[ Hm.
Does Wrathion actually want that interaction?
Undecided. It feels like it could backfire. Shelve that thought for now. ]
That is no doubt more important. Thank you for your input, regardless. It has been useful.
Does Wrathion actually want that interaction?
Undecided. It feels like it could backfire. Shelve that thought for now. ]
That is no doubt more important. Thank you for your input, regardless. It has been useful.
Yeah, keeping mermaids from eating our faces is probably the responsible thing to do. And no problem, mate. Call whenever you need.
Do you have the time to meet somewhere private?
[ Then, realising he may need to clarify: ]
This is not about social cues.
[ Then, realising he may need to clarify: ]
This is not about social cues.
Yeah, sure. Name the place. [Even if it was about social stuff, he'd be there.]
The poppy fields around the farmhouse? Coverage and quiet without the inconvenient illusions of the forest.
Is that what those are called? Alright. [He starts making his way over. Hopefully he's thinking of the right farmhouse...]
Red flowers.
[ An immediate follow-up, no judgement or questions. He doesn't know what plenty of things are, he cannot throw stones.
Still, he's waiting on the edge of the field, gives Slick a nod as soon as he draws close and turns to begin walking out along the edge.
Fields are wide and open, allowing them a decent view so they aren't snuck up on too easy, but do have little hidey places they can tuck themselves into along the edges. He walks a little before beginning a quiet, but very leading inquiry: ]
You were in Taravast while it was under siege?
[ An immediate follow-up, no judgement or questions. He doesn't know what plenty of things are, he cannot throw stones.
Still, he's waiting on the edge of the field, gives Slick a nod as soon as he draws close and turns to begin walking out along the edge.
Fields are wide and open, allowing them a decent view so they aren't snuck up on too easy, but do have little hidey places they can tuck themselves into along the edges. He walks a little before beginning a quiet, but very leading inquiry: ]
You were in Taravast while it was under siege?
[They can pretend the detour was on purpose.
It's a decent spot. Good sightlines. Yet another reason to like Wrathion: he appreciates the important stuff.
And it's good they're out here, because he wouldn't be talking about this around the locals.]
Yeah, but I don't remember much. I got nabbed by some of the creatures while trying to defend an objective.
It's a decent spot. Good sightlines. Yet another reason to like Wrathion: he appreciates the important stuff.
And it's good they're out here, because he wouldn't be talking about this around the locals.]
Yeah, but I don't remember much. I got nabbed by some of the creatures while trying to defend an objective.
[ Interesting. The creatures? The fliers, perhaps? ]
The ones under the command of the Beastmaster?
[ Just to be sure they're on the same page here. Slick having experience in the topic would certainly be... useful. ]
The ones under the command of the Beastmaster?
[ Just to be sure they're on the same page here. Slick having experience in the topic would certainly be... useful. ]
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